How to Process Grief — When You Don't Know How to Begin

What Freezes Grief

The most common thing that freezes grief is avoidance. Not the dramatic, conscious kind — most people know they're trying to avoid something. The subtler kind: being very busy, being very focused on practical tasks, being very good at managing, staying helpful to other people so there's less space to feel what's happening yourself.

Avoidance is intelligent. Grief is painful. The mind finds ways to protect us from pain that it judges we can't currently handle. This protection is not the enemy — but it does have a cost. Grief that isn't given space doesn't dissolve; it tends to solidify. It becomes a background weight, a dull constriction, a flatness. It shows up sideways — in overreactions, in inexplicable sadness, in the sudden ambush of something small that undoes you completely.

The things that freeze grief also include: pressure to be over it, the absence of a safe space to express it, the social expectation that recovery should be faster or tidier than it is.

What Allows Grief to Move

Grief tends to move when it's allowed to be present. This sounds simple and is harder than it sounds.

Allowing grief to be present means making space — literal, actual space — to feel what you're feeling without managing it, performing it, or reaching for something to make it stop. This can be in writing, in conversation, in movement, in sitting quietly with what's there. The specific vehicle matters less than the presence within it.

It also means speaking it — not to perform it, but because language externalises what's internal, creates a small distance from it, and allows the mind to observe rather than just be inside. Writing and conversation are both forms of this. So is therapy, when it's available. So is any space where you can say what's actually true without managing how it lands.

One of the underappreciated truths about grief is that it wants to be witnessed. Not fixed. Not redirected. Just seen. The presence of someone — or somewhere — that receives the grief without flinching, without rushing you through it, often allows it to move in a way that solitary carrying doesn't.

Grief and Time

Time helps, but not by itself. The cliché that time heals is only true if time also includes some form of engagement with the grief — however small, however imperfect. Time alone is just time. Time with honesty tends to shift something.

What shifts is not the loss itself, but the relationship to it. The weight doesn't disappear. It tends to become more portable. The grief that was once a wound becomes, eventually, more like a scar — present, felt, part of you, but no longer bleeding. This is not recovery in the sense of returning to who you were before the loss. It's integration: the loss becomes part of you, carried with more and more ease, less raw with time.

When Grief Becomes Something Else

There's a point where grief that isn't moving can shade into depression — a clinical state with different dynamics and often different interventions. If you've been carrying grief for an extended period and it's affecting your ability to function, sleep, maintain relationships, or take care of yourself, professional support is worth seeking.

This isn't a failure to process grief correctly. It's a signal that the weight has become more than grief alone, and that you deserve more than a space to be honest — you deserve clinical support alongside it.

Asclepiad is not that clinical support. It's a space for the more everyday carrying — the weight that sits somewhere between crisis and coping. Maia won't tell you how to process grief or set you a timetable for it. She'll be present with you inside it, whenever you need somewhere to put it.

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